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maner cotec??

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Fri, 20 Aug 2004 17:41:50 GMT

ok lar.. see i'm updating.. hahh.

let's see now.. wednesday... alamak i forgot about any significant event that happened on that day. how contradicting. oh yaa.. assembly. haah. poem recitation. stupid one. the guy was horny and we were getting horny too.. at least its fun lar.

i have been sleeping in Chem.. no hope. haiz. Cruella was cruel. ahhah redundancy. we were at a I-dont-give-a-damn-about-SS mood. then she asked all of us to stand until each one of us contributed something. sheesh.
had Chem Formative Test. no comments ah. had AMaths Spring Test. surprisingly easy. hope no careless mistakes were made..
got Phy extra lesson.. coz we missed lots of lessons. then studied a bit of AMaths. huge AMaths CA coming up on Mon. and.. i forgot to watch Singapore Idol. haiz sheesh.

and i promised Siying that i would blog about her. hhahha. here.. hahah. alaa it was during EL, doing filing. MdmSurayah gave back worksheets from like, the beginning of the year.. and.. Siying made a mistake in this certain paragraph.. MdmSurayah was sharp enough to see it and make it sound sooo incredibly stupid... bwahahahhahaha.. laughed till i cried..

today.. was dozing off during Chem again.. had TD concert rehearsals. during recess and after school. hrmm how do i say this? kay shall say nothing. no comments. oh yeah studied AMaths again while waiting.. was so giler with they all.. Siti: "ehh.. maner cotec dier?" ahakhakah its cosec not cotec and cotec sounds soo... sanitary. ahahha lolz.

ahaah Kwann taught me the four steps to attract a guy. and the way she did is so funny... hahhah.

i'm sleepy.

quite.. quite contented.

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Tue, 17 Aug 2004 12:53:00 GMT

and i'm updating again. updating is fun. and my typing skills are improving. hah.

PE was actually fun today. eee only that Cellulite Bitch spoils everything.. eeee. i can still remember some of the things she said.. can i duly slap her next time, please?

ACES Day workout gonna be fun. during the Superstar song, that is. the dance steps are fun to do! so obviously typical TKG dance moves. and we're supposed to combine with TKSS. i cant. CANT imagine the guys there doing all the girly moves.. swinging their butts, shaking their shoulders.. LOLZ. i cant wait. no wonder they trimmed the bushes between the two schools.

ohh yeah SJ came back from Thailand today! yay! and she brought dried mangoes..! people came to the back to get them.. ahaah and all the while "look out for Clara.. dont let her see!!" she will warn us about eating in class again. Kwann doent really stop us. and yay we have a corrupted CC!

got back AMaths CA. i passed. whoopee. could've done better without careless mistakes. Geog was boring. was dozing off. and then i lost my mind during AMaths. like really. ask Siying.

after school went studying at BK Parkway. uh-huh. i'm actually doing my homework huh.. wow. left at 5.30. took 15 back and it was sooo quiet okay.. can only hear mine and Jirah's voices.. urhh i dont like it. i hate silences. hahah. too used to school environment. where girls scream at each other to talk. *uhukz*uhukz*

ooh yeah. visit Eufourianism. our own class weblog.

Gothic Lolita. =[

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Mon, 16 Aug 2004 12:40:54 GMT

us. woohoo. Aretha looks so out of place. heh.

us again. Grace looks so cute here.. heheh.

ooh i like this pic. i'm on the extreme right.

3e4 class pic including runners. Jodd the pimp with the hat and kiss marks all over her face. and runners looking scared.

ohkay. yerps CrossCountry cum ZanyParade was fun alright. like, when else can you roll your eyes at strangers and teachers? was so unfriendly and moody and glum.. hah. Wani was trying to make me laugh when we paraded. hah. i only laughed when i saw the 2e2 people... dressed up as pochongs. so darn cute laa!!

congrats to 3e7 and 3e9 for winning 1st and 2nd. kay after the whole thing, changed and everything, ate at the restaurant there with UN.. satay and stuff. hahah was still in the gothic mood.. coz smiling suddenly seem to use up alot of energy.

then after that went to the beach. played with the water.. then waah last minute decided to take a swim. heheh. it was me, Siti, Amira, Atiqah and Nadira. yeah Raf and Sahu got no change of clothes and Jirah hafta leave early. was damn tiring uhh.. amira lah. i can still laugh like crazy even though i was gasping for air ah. and atiqah.. that pengecot. "ehh korang.. jgn pergi jauh2.. aku takot.."
bwahahahahhaz.

damn tired. still hafta go for Modul. i slept there.

sunday slept like, the whole day. wee.. and ohhh! Saiful is still in!! woohoo!! yay! he was so cute kay..

today no Biology CA coz i dont take Bio. and i actually did AMaths hw. wow. did it during the free CA period.

got back Phy CA. yay i passed! one Science is good enough.. i'm happy. screw the other Science. screw Chem!!

alright.. still waiting for the other ZanyParade photos. yay then maybe i'll post somemore here and upload the rest into my album.

[/Edit] Photo Album updated. includes NationalDay-cum-RacialHarmony Celebrations, Zany Parade and Ice-skating trip..

bad bad me.. slacking always.

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Fri, 13 Aug 2004 15:31:05 GMT

aah yes. i dunno anymore. sometimes i think i think too much. and thinking too much can harm me. make me worry too much. so much that i worry that i worry too much. uh-huh..

yesterday's PE lesson was fun! heh. fun-run two rounds around the school, doing backstrokes and disco moves. then we played captain's ball! funness! about half the class played occupying two netball courts. actually we were winning.. then it tied.

did Physics SPA. what stability thingy. did Lit presentation too. stupid "Nightmare". stupid poem. class was sleeping. urgh. my group interpreted the whole thing wrongly. oh wellz.

today.. hrmmz besides being Friday 13th and new parliment cabinet, we had our EMaths Spring Test. my mind was a blank. did two parts of 1st question and 3 parts of 2nd question. no time. i was just sitting there and staring at the paper.. had too much on my mind? i know too much thinking harms me. and yes i know why teachers are so worried about our class. just had to ask any other class how they're doing. it shows.

during maths i felt really frustrated and pissed. and i really dont know why. its not like i'm angry at someone. just felt that way. like, "what's wrong with me? why do i feel so pissed off?"

and urgh. Ms Ho was pms-y. she made the whole class stand for 'one' minute. which is like, 3mins coz we were fidgeting and not standing properly. *rolls eyes* and then she asked Noorie to stand outside the class, looking in from the window like some criminal.

i miss Ong Sa-jane. she had to go to Thailand to compete internationally in softball. she was the only one from TKG. lessons were extra quiet without her hysterical laughter, her whines, her craziness.. haiyers. and hahah Nad got back her confiscated phone back! yay! hheheh. just now MLoy was mean by saying Nad looked like a housewife.

ooh did the humanities quiz during Geog and wowee.. i got 2nd highest in class! with 14 marks.. hahah. Christine highest with 15. followed by Dira and Cheryl with 13. totally unexpected. all were lucky guesses. i eeny-meeny-miney-mo-ed them.

after school planned to go home straight. then they were discussing about tomorrow's Zany Parade. interesting. heh. then.. found out we have to stay back for teachers' day concert rehearsal. oh damn. only me, Dira and Mal were free. and Mal doesnt know the tune and lyrics. me and Dira were freaking out. we dont wanna sing in front of everyone without the guitar accompaniment. haiyers. luckily we dont have to. Ms Ng let us off. phew.

then we quickly went to Parkway for tomorrow's last minute stuff. bought quite a few. Mal went home and me and Dira went to Tamp to look for the other stuff. saw Zul in the bus. he seemed so sombong. but then he got smiley and friendly. ahakz.

everywhere we went, we cant find the stuff we need. was so tired.. finally went home at 9pm.. bathed and stuff and then.. watched Malaysian Idol!! hahah. Saiful's the first contestant. hhehe. he did badly. =( in fact, everyone did badly except for the last few. why ah? i have a feeling he's gonna be out next. alaa..

tomorrow's cross country cum zany parade. us Eufourians are turning gothic. bwahah. how ironic. euphoric but gothic.. hrmm.. hahha i began liking goth when i saw Mio and Mayu's gothic lolita costumes. so cool.. and when i saw Hilman on friendster.. heheh cool..

pukessss....

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Wed, 11 Aug 2004 14:05:57 GMT

Happy Birthday Siti!!

YAY! heheh. Ice-skating was UBER great. yes. was wobbly at first. but got the hang of it.. yay. guy show-off. ee. everyone fell TWICE. coolness. and my second time was violent. ouchies. first time was during Nad's oh-so-fun game. heheheh. Mal is so pro okay... and Dira was so great for a first-timer. took lotsa pics. ice surface was rough i hate it. too much friction. played a fool. =)

L to R: Dira, Nad, Sai, Mal.

whole picture-cum-story at Nad's Blog. yeaaahh

No.. Mood.. To.. Up.. date..

i dont wanna study anymore.........

aack!! busy arh..

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Mon, 09 Aug 2004 17:43:16 GMT

alright. i'll update today since i will most probably not update tomorrow. shall try to remember everything.

yesterday, Sunday, went to Jurong Swimming Complex for a swim with Jirah, Siti and Atiqah. yerps the usual four. was really fun..!! we were sitting at the edge of the lazy river and then there was this cute little boy who passed by us. he was like asking us to help him push his float, and we did. then he waved and then fly-kissed us..!! so cute okay..

and so we waited until he came by another round. then we asked him whether he was alone. he said he was then we instantly jumped down and swam with him. hahha. but then right, there was this 2 guys who were chasing us and asking for Jirah's number. ahahah. and all of us were like, "omg run RUN!!" ahaah that was funny.

we had to abandon the cute little boy to get away from the guys. then... we walked into the wave pool.. straight into another disturbance. EWW. gross. sickening. nauseating. revolting. just NEVER go there on a Sunday. bluekz.

ahaahh and the "bapak toyol". "Singapore Idol". LOLZ.

and then today, Monday, is Singapore's 39th Birthday! whoopee! i met Jirah, her sis and her guy for a picnic at Marina Bay. and its my first time alighting at Marina Bay MRT Station. ooh bumped into EeFang. hhaha. who was with Abigail. playing Cpt's Ball.

yay the helis and chinooks and airplanes passed by.. then at night, the fireworks..!! DARN they're beautiful...

bus was packed so we walked all the way back to the train station. Shakir was funny at the toilet. he was like, "oh yah you girls hafta sit to pee.." lolz he forgot. went back to Tamp.. and back home. watched Neon. i didnt spot Ako in the movie..!! alermuak! nevermind.

tomorrow going ice-skating with SOR. yerps. and i havent touched my homework. cool.

eewww i hate perverts. especially desperate ones.. yuck man. what a mistake. lalala. if only nakata.. if only.. yeah. that would be bliss. =)

Racial Harmony + National Day

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Sat, 07 Aug 2004 14:38:15 GMT

aah yes. our school decided to be different and combine the two occasions together. how extra of us.

so yesterday, came to school with our ethnic costumes. i wore a kimono top with long black skirt. although japanese is not one of the races here. Nad is so darn cute!! she dressed up as a kampong boy.. hehehz more like kampong boy baru sunat.. =P hahaha. and ehh.. i didnt have my camera with me. so wasted. i wanna take pics with everyone tau. i wanna take pic with other 3 Nutellas. and with all the Kimono-top wearers. haiyers. and it was paiseh-fying to ask someone else to use their cam to take my pics with.

the 'concert' was okay. singing was lamely funny. funnily lame. especially Humanities and Mathematics department. MrsLoy was actually cute. hahha. hiding behind MdmLenny. she was so short and chubby and she looked like a small kid with that Cheshire smile of hers.

parade of okay too. Noorie borrowed my skirt. and MrTan was darnit cute. stupid humongo bright red hat and a wooden sword. *Lolz* He should have won. tsk.

ended at 10.30.. but hafta stay back to judge the auditions.. *chey* i love the dance one! so power. then after all that went back to Tamp. Queued so darn long for Neoprints. heh. then we ate at KFC.

didnt wanna go home so me, Jirah and Atiqah went over to Siti's place. watched Ju-On The Grudge. then it dragged and dragged. we only went home at 9+pm. heh.

and i realised it was the same no-curfew-parents-dont-mind us. heeh. was so darn tired and sleepy yesterday. today was normal.

i am in love with the 3e4 song. hahha. "We're not leaving on a jet plane.. staying here unless we go insane.." yesh. *grinz* and i love the guitar playing! i envy guitar-playing people.. Aretha, Christine and the sort..

[i was reminded. some people can be so darn insensitive sometimes.. =(]

eeks

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Thu, 05 Aug 2004 09:41:37 GMT

alohas.

Tuesday

AMaths CA was okay.
Reran my 2.4. did a bit better. at least i can get a silver now.
huge THANK YOU to Mal. for running with me and supporting me. THANK YOU to Nad, Faz and Jodd too for cheering me and Dira on.. by singing. *Lolz*
damn sleepy and tired throughout lessons.
i love Nutella. Nad and me exchanged families. Siying and SJ got new families. =P
after school had NAPFA 5 stations.
did okay for everything. however. missed A by 2cm for SBJ, missed A by 3cm for S&R, missed B by 8secs for 2.4. Damn uh.
yay for Dalam Hati Ada Cinta coz Ako is cute. =P

Wednesday

Chem SPA was... okay i guess. i kept on spilling acid on the floor.
almost the whole class laughed at JiaHui during Physics. coz she slept funnily. =P
cant wait for Friday. and Cross Country. =)
went to Parkway to buy Kimono tops.
on our way home, bus 31 "burned down" (haha Nad). so took the next 31 for free.
was unsure of how to tell my mum that a classmate wants to borrow a Malay guy's costume. but all's well ends well.

Today

EL Compre CA.. was a bit confusing. oh wellz.
MsHo said we did not-so-good for Chem CA. and that we made a lot of mistakes for Chem SPA.
MsLui sat in during AMaths. MrsLoy was so fakely polite. eww.
still mad at school for making us pay for notes.
boring lessons. kept sleeping.
Nutella getting nuttier and nuttier. and i love it.
hope teachers' day performance go well.
went home with UN. <3 <3
visited library with Atiqah and Syaz.

I love UN.
I love SOR.
I love Nutella.
I miss dikir. alot alot.
and I hate Loke-Yeo.

='(

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Tue, 03 Aug 2004 12:52:51 GMT

i was tired. happy. overjoyed. amused. amazing. confident. satisfied. excited.

then i got strange. weird. awkward. jealous. and sad.

then i was irritated. but then nostalgic. and sad.

excited for a while. happy. but then.. angry at first. and then hurt all of a sudden. so so tremendously hurt.. ='(

these kind of things always happen near the end of the year..

i'm just so incredibly sad right now.. ='(

pooped

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Mon, 02 Aug 2004 15:59:57 GMT

today is such a tiring day.. didnt do anything la.. but laughed too damn much. everyone was crazy today! one by one, one after another.. sheesh.

Mly.. normal la. Maryam + Emilda.. giler. me and Raf just sat there.. hahahz. Geog was okay lah. Then SS CA was okay too. wrote one and a half pages long.. wow. just hope i actually answered the question.

then.. sheesh AMaths. 3e3 was laughing so loudly and crazily then when MrsLoy went to check on them, we counter-attack them..! wahkahakhaz. Christine's idea larh. she was like, "ok, 1,2,3, we laugh loudly okay? ..1..2..3.." then the whole class practically ROARED with laughter, banging tables and such. hahah so fake. then throughout lesson i couldnt stop laughing at how childish we were.. and SJ was practically bouncing just now.. crap lah she..

then.. EL!! hahah yearh. practically whole class was crazy lah.. 'unfortunate-looking' and 'cock-eyed'.. bwahahahz.

then Phy, it's Siying's turn to be crazy.. especially with that Yusof Ishak note thingy.. i was practically laughing to myself throughout the lesson okay.. and she and Nad arh.. haiz..

i laughed too much.. was exhausted. hahah. then after school went studying with Deeraa, Nad, Kajah and Mally. heheh. alermuak korang kater korang nak terus balik.. and i definitely cant study at home.. haiz takpelah.

yeah i dont usually study with them ah.. but i was desperate (hahh). Nad is a genius. yay i'm beginning to grasp some concepts that i couldnt before.

whoa just now i actually practised AMaths.. omg.. i dont usually do that tau. but urgh.. i still dont think i'm prepared for tomorrow's AMaths CA yet. ah heck lah. its okay to fail coz my mum practically encourage me to drop AMaths. yerps.

urgh pissed off at the school. why must we pay for our notes?? and they're darn expensive. grr.

aaaaahhhh Saiful.. he got in to the next round of Malaysian Idol..! ahahaahahah. i'll be watching him..

urgh tomorrow NAPFA test. should i rerun my 2.4? haiz.

sniff

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Sun, 01 Aug 2004 13:41:56 GMT

see la i forgot to say that last Fri was MrsAw's last day in school.. she's quitting to be a full-time mum. yeahh.. us students have a lot of teachers, but her daughters only have one mum.. so she's devoting herself to them instead of us. =)

wasted our effort to spread the word to ask every ex-2e3ian to stay and say goodbye to her. (like we did last year to MrsGabriel) only a few turned up. but i dont care. i wanna say goodbye. well yeah. she cried and i cried. the rest didnt cry okay.. i dont know.. i just cant stand it.

i kept thinking about all the shit she had to go through just because of us. she cried twice in class, all because of us. she went through a lot of stress. until she had difficulty conceiving. i can still remember all those talks she gave us-YingLin, Jirah and me- coz we are the leaders of the class. we had so much trouble.. one problem after the next. i remember i was stressed out too.. until i gave up and just neglect my v-chairman responsibilities, telling myself that if all of them dont care, why the freak in hell should i care??

hahah yeah.. its all in this DJ. all written. and Jirah.. yerps. stressed out too.. but for me, i think being the v-chairman of 1e3'02 was much more stressful. i think it's because MrsGabriel put the hell alot of pressure on me. yes.. i can still remember.. one little bit of mistake i made, and she made sure i pay for it. throwing markers at me, making me sweep during lessons, wipe the VCR, calling me A FOOL like, more than 5 times.. sheesh. and yelling at me on how on earth i was nominated to be a prefect, saying that i'm an irresponsible fool and that she doesnt know what the class sees in me. all that while i was picking up books on the floor. and yeah, nudging my temple with her finger, while me and Adrianni clean the wall in front of everyone.

oh god.. i remember how depressed i was.. but last year when we said goodbye to her, all of us cried, including me. i know i will miss her, no matter what she did or say to me.

i'm thankful to MrsAw. for not pressurising me the way MrsGabriel did. for helping me out with all the stuff.

haiz.. i'm actually crying.. hahahahha. oh yeah, yesterday night i cant sleep coz i was thinking of OBS. yes.. still cant forget it okay. the meals together, the dorm, the kayaking, the rock-climbing, the singing, the quarry-dipping, the hiking.. everything. haiz. and the sleepless night when at last, i slept with the others outside under the sky.. and of course, HiapLuh.. ahahahahahah.

and i looked through my photo album today. Sec1 at East Coast.. as Supermen at Zany Parade.. National Day 2003- malay culture Dikir, we won. Racial Harmony 2003. hheheheehhe. feel like scanning them.

okaylar.. no mood to study SS or do schoolwork.
p.s. i'm still pining for you, you know. i cant get you out of my mind, unfortunately..

eww i hate our fm.....

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Sat, 31 Jul 2004 17:44:54 GMT

yearh. URGH. URGH. omg. i have been trying to prevent myself from bitching about MLoy. wait, i did bitch about her. only not here. well Mal and Nad did bitch about her in their blogs.. and i am reminded of all her rants.. just.plain.annoying.

omg... she complained about the theme for D&D okay.. she was like, "you have to know your limits ah.. girls your age, when you act as adults.." URGH. i'm not one of the casts, and i'm pissed. like, hello..? what's wrong with her?? too young and naive? if WE can take it why cant her?? and she said she will just walk out if she doesnt like it. and i heard from Nad, SHE DID. like how freaking rude is that. people sacrificed so much to practice and give their best and she just walked out on them. GRRR.

how i wish we really are gonna dress her up as a Dementor instead. yeah, agree with Mal. happiness sucker. bluekz. like that time after confiscating Nad's phone. calling kids these days spoilt brats and such. and... hello please la.. she doesnt even know what the school rules CLEARLY state. she thought we're not supposed to bring handphones. but in actual fact, the rules state that it's just not to be seen. and like, how ancient can she get?? she found that she cannot use the phone because it is locked. then she went on ranting on why we even bother carrying a phone around only to lock it. URRGGHHHH. okay i can go on and on forever about her. but i prefer not to waste an entry solely on her. bluekz.

okay! so.. today i slept sooo much. i told you, i felt really lethargic throughout the week. so yeah. it started yesterday. when i have nothing to do, i slept. and me my bro and mum watched Kelibat. boring. slept halfway.

today Modul was crazy. took Litmus papers. test stupid stuffs. me and Amira tested our saliva and.. err mucus. wahkahakhakaha... dont ask how we did that.

after that, met Jirah and her fam for dinner.. OMG Suhaimi Yusof is just... crazy. made fun of everyone. and have to share his lame jokes with Amira man.. kahkahz. then he asked for volunteers.. 2 guys 2 gals... no one volunteered.. so he called Jirah and me up.. oh gawd. hahahahah nevermind lah. then i dunno what exactly we have to do also. act out, i think? yeah. hahahahahz. it was stupid lah. i dunno what i did also.. but we got prizes in the end so who cares? lalalalalalaaa.. Jirah fierce.. hahahah.

okay then reached home at 1145pm.. joined my mum and dad, watched half of Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam. yerps. stupid movie. not scary at all. fell in love with the theme song, though. "Pulangkan".. also in love with "First Day of My Life" // Rasmus. yeah.

ahah. havent started studying for SS. nothing to study, really. it's all skills.. and i simply dont have them.. the reason why i dodged History. shall study tomorrow lah.

woot

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Thu, 29 Jul 2004 13:31:42 GMT

apo kabo? haish... my handphone... damn ah. colour screen spoilt. try reading messages with it. well you cant. ask Shab. dropped it in class just now.

ook. 2.4km run sucked.. am disappointed. but who cares. torture yourself for a measly certificate and badge only to end up collecting dust in your house somewhere.. anyway been getting gold for the past 4 years. had enough.

been in the pits. disappointed at every single thing. some things unexpected. some things i know i can do better at. bleargh no use pretending.

after school took a while to print out the Lit project.. and since everyone left without me already, i stayed back for class decor. haish.. but was in no mood.. felt like i didnt do anything at all. i'll stay back again tomorrow, no worries.

went home with Shab.. yerps. haiyers. life just cant get anymore unfortunate these few days.
ahh crap. i just stopped myself from ranting again.

ohh yearh. yesterday's D&D Production was SUPERB! nice nice. yay. they all act so well. so proud =). woah felt like a mother to see all my friends out there acting soo well.. hahaah. so i gave them roses. Shag took the white one. Nad took the red one. i forgot which colour Dira and Noorie took. ahaah Nad was such a cute father..

hah good thing i changed my mind about the teachers' day concert. too busy ah. and yeah i'm one of the judges anyway. oh yeah Nad's phone rang in class just now.. so traumatising urh.. scary. MLoy took it away. but catchy tone though.. when marimba rhythm start to play.. dance with me.. make me sway.. wahkah.

i feel sick.. was hungry but my stomach seemed to be rejecting the food i ate. i *almost* threw up my instant noodles. seriously. head was spinning and throat was itchy then suddenly felt like puking.
come on Panadol... work with me..

hrmm.. "Yang dikejar tak dapat, yang digenggam keciciran.."
wait lemme rephrase that. "Yang dikejar tak dapat, yang tak ingin berdamparan di hadapan.."
that's more like it.. wahkahkhakahahhaka...

chem is over.. so is physics.. phew

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Tue, 27 Jul 2004 12:37:25 GMT

yay. i'm updating. and yes. two major CAs are over!!! hahahah. weelllll, CHEM SUCKED. AND PHYSICS SUCK TOO. but chem sucked more. "this is an easy paper. i can set a harder one." right, Ms Ho, RIGHT. URGH. i'm speechless. just hope i did well. and physics... basically, too many formulas to remember dammit! let's see.. there's work done, KE, PE, power, pressure and that hpg (hrhog) thingy. i had a mind block just now. i just sat there, looked at the paper and thought, "oh god. which formula am i supposed to use?? ...what is this? speed? KE? work done?? aaAAaAaargggh!!" yupz my mind was a blur...

oh well. its over. next week: SS CA, Chem SPA and AMaths CA. thank god i take Literature instead of History. i am soo gonna suck at Chem!! i dunno how to do the calculations for volumetric analysis!!

ooh Drama & Dance Production tomorrow!! i'm gonna catch the first show!! YAY!

anyway i just got back from playing badminton! with UN peeps!! yay! and my arm hurt.. eeee i cannot play with Amira tau.. end up laughing more than playing. even worse, team up with her and play against MAS. haiz. she's like, a pro? the only Malay girl in the what? national team? who got in the papers just because of that? hahahha. and Raf was crazy junnow.. *shakes head*

aack i hate running. anyway there were a lot of sick people today.. Charlene was absent. then Mal had to go home because she had a fever. SJ was burning but she refused to go to the sick bay. and ClaraT was sick too..? eeee germs are thriving this time of the year.

eek soccer teams that i support since i was young end up second. Portugal won 2nd for Euro Cup. Argentina won 2nd for Copa America. well at least 2nd right?

alrightey then. gotta watch Smallville tonight. last episode!! boohoooo..

eeeeewwwww amira giler.

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Sat, 24 Jul 2004 18:00:12 GMT

riiight.. went to the Peraduan Fasih Terjemah Finals today. so went over to Toa Payoh again.. thing started at 4..

Amira was CRAZY. first it was Matin. asking for donation outside CS. and we had to go in CS just to pass by him. he regconised us. so what if he's cute? ahahahaahahahha... =P

then at the competition, Suhairi took part.. they said he's cute.. really..? i don't really think so though. ahahahah she walked behind him and harassed his bag and was so happy.. wahkahakha.. then she took picture of his butt with the camera phone.. bwahahahahaha. Atiqah and i were beyond laughter. crazy woman. wait, no. pathetically desperate. =P. unbelievable.

then there was Suhaili. a girl from Mayflower Sec. A GIRL. who looks EXACTLY like Haikal. SIDE view, that is. haiz... *shakes head* she accidentally screamed out "haikal!" during prize presentation when Suhaili came out and it was DUH loud and everyone looked and it was darn funny and embarrassing. khakah.

lalaa our school didnt win but who cares at least we got in top 20. yay! then Atiqah and me went back to Tamp to eat at S-11. yerps. then we walked around TM. and i just got home..!

okay then.. me wanna do Lit and Citra article..

KE-RACKED

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Fri, 23 Jul 2004 13:20:07 GMT

yay! i managed to get tickets for the Drama & Dance Production!! "Life's a Ka-ber-rette".. kay fine.. "Life's a Care-ber-rayy".. muahahahz..

got back our EMaths CA. did okay actually BUT, i can SOO do better..! AARghh!! so irritating!! one stupid, measly mistake and i lost 8 marks! great! since when is 4x2=4???? damn ah. was so freaking frustrated.

when Mrs Loy preaches, the content is ALWAYS the same. got so darn sick of them. "i dont support remedial" yet she's giving the combined science class remedials. and there she goes blaming us for slacking. class discrimination. =( "3e4 standard has dropped.. even 3e5 & 3e6's MSGs were lower than 3e4's." bleargh shut up. yeah like that would totally boost our studying spirits. more like dampening them. we tried hard okay. well at least, i do.

EL was super fun! hahah. as Nad would call us, the triple ass-es, me, Siying, SJ, plus Nad did argumentative about gay marriages!! wahahahah! fooled around and laughed like crazy.. i tell you ah, four of us cannot meet kay.. "unhealthy sexual contact, which causes stress (according to Nad)", "encourages males to show their feminine sides". kahkahakhaha and one statement to balance out the full-of-cons-rather-than-pros topic, "No matter what race, religion, culture, age or GENDER, Marriage is Love. Love conquers all!" hahhahahaha! even though i dont really agree, i really like that line. it's cute.

ahaah then Nad and Siying got crazy during Phy too... Siying was extra looney and Nad extra giggly. haiz. and i'm stuck with them. =P

slept for a while during Chem. and to think Chem CA's on Mon. then after school stayed back to discuss Lit. ahaah got grouped with crazy people. so what to do? and ClaraT laughed everytime Yufan walked past. Clara is a big meanie! hahahahhaha but of course i laughed with her too.. it's just sooo funny... =P kept laughing at stupid little things uhh. hahha. at least we got things done lar. with Khad's constant reminder to 'be serious'. hehz =)

ooh by the way, Hand Puppet Movie Theatre rocks!! hahahah! the LotR: RotK one is HILARIOUS!!!! check it our if you're bored.. the PoA one is funny too. ermz basically a summary of the various movies. well more like hilarious-character-quotes summary. =D well you hafta know what happens in the movie to actually get some of the jokes there..

okay. tomorrow gotta go to that Peraduan Fasih Pertejemah. argh. then hafta write article. haiz. more work. busier.

taaa~

kahkahkah!!

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Wed, 21 Jul 2004 15:17:13 GMT

eek. 'complacent' is a stupid snail.. hah. anyway am not using IE anymore. using 'Opera' or something. a bit weird.. like IE but not quite like IE.. hrmmz..

haiz.. today morning it rained heavily. at least i didnt get wet. me, SJ and Christine was crazy and we sang the National Anthem loudly.. =P

haiz and we had PE yesterday. NAPFA coming. two items + 2.4km run. not only the education system suck here. and Mrs Loy got.. serious? one head on the table and she'll give us extra 5min of study time. and i slept sitting up during Geog.. interesting topic but it gets boring sometimes..

just now had Prefects' Investiture. hahah was boring ah but was fun. SJ la. so kecoh. and that stupid mare-mare joke is soo frustrating..! hahah and we screamed and cheered for ClaraT!! hahah. they didnt let anyone clap but we didnt care.. kahkah. then after that we saw Kwann pouting and Clara still smiling.. hahahha coz we cheered for Clara but we only clapped for Kwann.. that's why she's pouting.. bwahahahhaha =P and the emcee was Nurliyana..!! hahah yay! and the dance.. urmm. no comments. but i know Christine got lots to comment.

dismissed at 1pm.. but we still had to attend HML class.. how irritating. was in no mood. after that the usual us went to S-11 to eat. ohh but not before sharing the time joke by Mal with the others.. hahahah its so fun to be intelligent. =P and omg.. Amira's squeaky laugh... OMG. louder than 1000 hamsters' squeaks..

"So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same" - Keane

eek Opera is soo weird.

O's in one year six weeks.. =(

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Wed, 21 Jul 2004 13:58:24 GMT

yes. i couldnt open Internet Explorer. i can chat. i can download stuff. but i cant friggin open IE. what crap. so i had typed this earlier, to be posted later. Typed on 1900704.

uh-huh.. damn. now i dunno what to update about. oh well.

did the EL poem yesternight. and am trying to do informative essay on Egypt. did 2 paragraphs in the lab, but darn lazy to continue.. i'm.. what do you call it? complacent? yeah that's the word. COMPLACENT.

as usual, Mrs Loy preached again. i hate it. i want her to stop. please.

and we finally had a group discussion. the usual 4-people-around-you discussion. as usual, laughed our heads off. and OMG Mdm Surayah called Mrs Lopez 'Mrs Lo-pes'. as in, the 'lopes' from kueh lopes? yearh. cracked me up. please larh Surayah. First it was 'onning the lights' then it was 'give out the names belonging to the paper'? no comments.

bleargh. i'm totally switching off to Phy. i'm gonna pay for that soon. its just so darn boring.

EMaths CA was... ermm dunno. i didnt manage to finish the paper. cause i did the whole of question 3 wrongly, so i had to start from scratch again. so i had no time for the graph. oh well, at least 3 marks gone.

i dropped an eyelash.. hahahahh. and i made a wish. hahahhahaha. fat hope. [jirah you diam kay]

ohh yes. trying to finish Lit and Phy as soon as possible. get them over and done with. hectic week next week. but like everyone said, 3e4 is a complacent class. and Lit's stumping me till i can burst. i lost my ability to analyze poems. so far have four different ideas to what it may mean.

yerps that's it i guess.

[/EDIT] ahhahh OMG i just realised there's a 'complacent' mood icon here..! hahahahahha let's see the image..

damned schwork.

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Sat, 17 Jul 2004 18:10:59 GMT

a definition of a journal entry is a very detailed recount of a past event. and this is a journal. my journal. it is not a weblog. so it is normal if it bores ya.

hrmm yesterday.. screwed up AMaths Spring Test. yay. 1st question sucked. 2nd question sucked more. =(

i did so badly for HML CA. i mean, its my 1st language..! its not like its science, or maths.. its HML!! arghhhh! oh well..

Ms Ong retired. like finally. felt really really bad though when super-loud cheers were made all over the school. she's actually nice okay. ohh and Mrs Aw's quitting soon. gonna do something for her. DUH she suffered a lot with us last year.

YingLin isn't the new head prefect. haiz. after school went for lunch.. then followed Jirah to register for her IC.. hahahz. then erm went to Jln Pisang there.. ate some desserts. yarh.

today.. THEY woke me up early just because they had to wake up early and i dont.. bluek. ohh yes. i washed my shoes! yay! but the Milo stain refused to come off.. =( then quickly got ready.. met MiraTiqahJirah at Mira's place.. watched Freaky Friday.. then off we went to Kampong Ubi CC..

did our CIP there. was okay ah. we took pics!

woohoo Albino python..! i think.

Mira took with Aien. Atiqah pengecot. =P

god i felt so out-of-place. so... foreign. i dont belong there. i dont fit in.. at that moment, i just wanna get out of there.. hahahz. weird.

then erm.. went back to Mira's place, read CLEO!! hahahahhahahahha..! then changed and went fro Modul. got really bored. Mira and Shirin played that crappy drawing game again and i was doing 'graffiti' on my hand.. VAVAVOOM. hahahahahahaah..!

i think we are halfway done for Phy. yay for us. we know what we're gonna put in our slides and how the presentation's gonna be. just hafta actually do it. and Lit.. 7th time already. got some clues ah. so yarh. gonna be real busy next week. plus the week after next gonna have two major CAs, Chem and Phy. shall die revising.

beautiful day...

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Thu, 15 Jul 2004 14:07:23 GMT

aack. today is such a nice day.. =) it started raining heavily when i was in the train. it rained harder at the bus stop. ahaahh got splashed by the lorry.. damn driver. was drenched wet by then. reached school and shared umbrella with Raidah. no use ler. got wetter.

bleargh. took off pinafore, socks and shoes and let down my hair.. eek suddenly dont feel like i was in school anymore. weird.. ahaah then got called in for dental appointment.. went down like that with Faz's jacket. hahahz.

aaaahhahh i love the weather today.. =) nice to sleep in. oh yarh. when everybody else in the class sleeps during lesson, i'll stay awake and when everybody else pays attention, i'll sleep..! hahah. it's proven. yupz. EMaths just now. i dunno what's wrong with me. MLoy's voice was droning on and on.. but i was actually listening!! kahkahkahhh

slept during Phy though. what crappy video about hydraulics system. bleargh.

ahh shit. my EL poem is crappy.. i like the first paragraph only.. then it stopped rhyming, and stopped making sense. bleargh. and after reading 'Nightmare' for the fourth time, i still cannot get it. hope my other group members have some ideas. eek and the deadline for that Lit project is also Week 5.. same as Phy!! haiz. and both presentations..! what crap man.. luckily our SS presentation is done. yayz. Gulf War.. phooi.

my random thought of the day is.. "Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong." i dunno why. stupid Murphy's Law. and erm.. seems very familiar. someone used to repeatedly say it.. yes. who arh? cant remember.. have a feeling that it's... Lulu.. yarh that guy who never cared for us. he said it before.. expeditions? dunno..

off to research for Phy... internet.. give me Magic.. optical illusions.. yes....

ehh..?

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Wed, 14 Jul 2004 13:31:29 GMT

Happy belated birthday Jirah dear..!!

bwahahahs.. whoopee! yeah decided to update before i get lazy or busy again. so yesterday was Jirah's birthday.. hehehz. and i had wanted to come early, really i did. i even took the earlier train. the stupid bus was late. had to wait 20mins instead of the usual 5. so i ended up arriving on the dot. =( hahhah rushed up to 3e8 to put the prezzie on Jirah's chair tau.. =P so yearh.. i didnt get to see her until recess time when wishing her properly seems so.. basi-fied.

lessons was okay. oh yeah, two days before right, Noorie wrote on the board, "Good afternoon Ms Ho!!" and then she asked us to play mute. when Ms Ho greeted us, she asked us to point to the board instead. and we did. all of us. kahakhakh. that was fun actually. Ms Ho was amused. =P and then there's this one time when Noorie wrote, "Ho! Ho! Ho! Merry Chemistry!!" bwahahahahhaah..! Get it?? it took me a while to get it.

been sleeping in class, as usual. the good thing is, even though i sleep in class, i still know what's going on and i always understand the lesson. YAY. good. but yeah, still. people, let me sleep for about 10min then please wake me up ok? yay.. Siying've been doing a great job at that.

ohh yeah.. Drama & Dance tickets all sold out!! DAMN AH.. ='( boohoo. you guys, now you can give away as much storyline and plot and the dancing and singing as you want.. =(

haiz. Mrs Loy preached again. the good old 'COMPLACENT' speech.
"I want all of you to remove this adjective from 3e4."
3e4: intelligent but lazy. yes? no?

[Mr Tan] "girls, dont talk ah. if you want to talk, then better sleep.."
hahaah. so we all slept. and Ms Ho said we are the only class where she needs to use mic? really ah?

i want to get SS presentation over and done with. need to get started on Phy. hehz. luckily we chose the one about magic. did some research. pretty interesting. and damn. the Nightmare poem is pretty hard.

oh yahh! Adrianni came back today!! she looks so mature..! soo JC-like! wow!! and she say we all look the same.. =P after HML had a very short meeting.. then ate at Caltex. ohh yah. the Pizza Hut guy. bleagh. what only. we were so innocent. ish. heartless.

"If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?"

oh by the way,

aah yes.. yay for 6.9'01! after the concert, band people came out.. and we took pics!

after the concert too..

yay for UN! all 8 of us.. finally. crappy time.

yerpz. four of us. suddenly remembered our sec1/half of sec2 days as Makjetsosa.. ishh.. memories..
right. more on band concert in my album...

urrghhh

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Mon, 12 Jul 2004 13:58:58 GMT

yeah. i'm not really in the mood for anything today.. bluekz. okay not today.. but i'm not really in the mood for anything after school today. yeah i was the usual crazy self in class and in the comp lab after school..

hahah. Siying, Charlene and Yufan were absent today so there were 3 empty seats around Nad. so i sat at Nad's place, Nad sat at Charlene's place and Faz sat at Yufan's place. heheh. then both Nad and me cut our AMaths text into 3, right? so yarr.. MLoy began a new chapter and its in the other 2/3 of the book that we didnt bring..! hahahha.. funny moment.. so 3 of us joined tables.. =P MLoy was fun again today.. yays =)

ohh yeahhh
Happy Birthday Clara(T)!!!
hehehh. me, Nad, Dira and Faz were playing forgotten childhood games and were too loud.. so Clara had to quieten us.. but we ended up louder and noisier when we sang her a b'dae song instead..! hehehhhh... =)

Phy wasnt the same without Siying.. hahah. and MrTan was.. strict? yeah sorta. and so was MsHo.. lucky she didnt catch me not doing her Chem homework.. HML was fun..! wrote about experiences and feelings.. and Cikgu read mine..!! ahhhahh..

alermak.. stupid teachers' day thing is getting in the way of everything. workload keeps on piling ah? oh yah there's that poem writing thing too. i managed to write 7 lines and Shab finished hers ah.. and a really cute one too. hrmph.

yeah after school went to comp lab.. crazy. DUH.. UN what. all of us braided each other's hair..! hahah. should have taken pics.. =( and urghhh Sahu and that tabla thing.. laughed like maddd..

yarh then ate at LJ's.. again.. haiyoh i dunno ah but suddenly i got mood swings.. suddenly felt cranky. like, i'm struggling here.. and then.... urgh nevermind.

easily mad at everyone. got mad at my mum, my bros.. yeah. bluekz. NOT a time to joke around. pissing me off. so stop it please.

i wanna book tickets for drama. website wont let anyone in. fine ah.. =P

Wee TKGSSB!!

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Sun, 11 Jul 2004 17:41:06 GMT

laalala Band Concert was great! and i love Siying! hahahahah.. she was so great.. well yeah others were great too but i seem to be more interested in the percussions..

met Dira Nad Faz Mal and we went around Raffles to look for flowers.. yay bought Siying a white rose. were late, so rushed to VCH. got a little lost.. hahha. ran like crazy. reached VCH just in time. Met other Kurtsies. Clara the usher. hah. Rash, MX, Lesley, Joy, Eleanor. yerps. separated with the others coz they got stall seats while us Kurtsies got circle seats. =)

waah i'm in love with the percussions! especially the drum set! and i saw Siying moving from one instrument to another. she played the huge bass drum, then the brass drum, then she moved to the timpani, then... she played the drum set!! OMG how cool is that..?? then she played the bongo.. (yesh i was eyeing her the whole time =P)

yeah i saw Nurb too.. also switching places between intervals. and i saw Janicia. and MichLee.. playing the maracas and then the xylophone! hehehz. but yeah. the percussion interests me the most. 'coz they were so cool and everyone rotated at the different instruments.

after the whole thing came down to the stall seats (i'm now sooo glad to have got circle seat.. could see everyone..!), reunited with them, went up to the stage. saw MichLee. said hi! hheh. called Siying.. congratulated her, gave a hug, then i gave her the flower..! yay! hhaha. pity Mich. all she got from us was an enthusiastic 'hi' while Siying go tso much more.

outside, saw Nurbie!! took pics and all.. saw Cheryl, Amirah, Christabel and a whole lot of others. Aien, Amelia, Amalina, Sarah-Jane, Christine, Disha, YeeSam.. god i had absolutely no idea they went too. wanted to take pic with Siying tau.. but she never went out.. oh well.

then all of us went back to Tamp.. ate at LJ's. blahblahblah.. lazy to write lah.. then yeah, reached home at 10+. yay fun night. didnt want the concert to end. been watching all the drummers.

ohh yeah. Vera's sax solo was great.. ooh. like Osman Jailani. =P ohh yeah, did i mention, i absolutely love it when Siying played the drum set for American Graffiti XIII? ermm i think i did. =P

damned oral

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Fri, 09 Jul 2004 12:56:11 GMT

arghh.. i screwed up my EL Oral.. DAMN. the reading was okay, but the picture and conversation.. urghhh. i dont know how many times MsAng had to prompt me.. oh well.. i wasn't prepared. the whole thing, i wasnt ready for it.

"Give me an example of an instant when you were extremely bored at an event."

DAMN my mind went blank. racked my brain for something. first thing that came to my mind was, the open house at Dunman Sec. Oh gawd... told her about the whole thing.. she laughed and said it was interesting.. ahh whatever ah.

"What is your opinion on scary movies?"

hahahah i said i love them! then she said i was the first one who actually love them..!! hheheh. eh really, i really like scary movies. and i mentioned Into the Mirror coz that was the only scary movie with an actual plot.

ahahh. and Germaine kept looking at me and smiling at laughing everytime MsAng prompted me and everytime i got a little speechless. she said i was loud. she wanna practice reading also cannot. sheesh.

MrsLoy was strange today. she started talking about sex, abortion, giving birth and stuff. told us stories and her personal experience. eek everyone cringed. and people now dread giving birth. bleagh. hahah she say she never get to give pep talks like this. coz she got two boys and no girls blahdeblah. pretty interesting. and what..?!

"i see couples at the back.. Sarah-jane, dont get pregnant again ah.."

i was like, WHAT...??!! so now Sa-Jane's having a second affair lah.. and that's supposed to be me larh.. ahahahah. whatever lah. MrsLoy's so amusing sometimes..

so yearh. oh after oral went to Tamp and took Neo-neo with Jirah, Amira and Atiqah.. wee.. haah.

tomorrow.. Peraduan Fasih Terjemah. so lazy to go.. but hafta. hrmm then Sunday got Band Concert. Lulu not coming after all.. his course got extended.. =( i wanna see him. absolute reason i'm going is because of this 'Kurt get-together'. it won't be the same without him. oh well. still have the other Kurtsies, right?

ooh busy weekend. hafta finish SS Project Presentation. Gulf War. hah. ooh and Lit Project. Nightmare. interesting poem. hah. and yeah, CME Project. Taoism. hehz.

laalalaa.. save me the heart pangs and just come online, won't you?? you're making me go crazy.. bleaghh..

increase workload.. =(

saihah_ms@hotmail.com — Wed, 07 Jul 2004 10:45:20 GMT

haiz. very lazy to update.. ohh yeah. Portugal won 2nd!!! YAY YAY!!!

alright. oh yeah.. after years and years, i finally fell yesterday! hahah. was running in PE class then i tripped and fell.. last time i fall was.. dont know cant remember. hahahahhahha..

Yay Geog Project presentation is over.. presented just now. was okay i guess. whoah it's like, only the second week of the new semester and i'm already feeling the increase of workload. MrsLoy gave us written assignments for both Maths. and Phy Formative Test is coming. besides that, hafta complete SS Project Presentation by next week. and Lit Groupwork is coming soon.. i HATE being leader. i dont like it. it sucks. I suck.

oh yarh.. speaking of MrsLoy.. yesterday i was hiccuping in class, LOUDLY. and then she got pissed. she didnt know who was it though.. but she was like, "tsk.. you hic hic also cannot keep quiet you know.. must say excuse me also.." ahaah then me and Siying burst into uncontrollable laughter..!! like, what the hell is up with her? then i stopped hiccuping.. hahahahah..
yarh then Sarah started sneezing non-stop (& her sneeze is like soo cute). then Loy got pissed again.. everytime she sneezed, she will go *tsk*.. then right when she was about to sneeze again, Loy cut in, "eh..! you better not sneeze again ahh.." hahahah then me and Sarah laughed like crazy.. i mean, what's wrong wiht her?? hiccups and sneezes are against our will what.. sheesh.

so yarh i laughed too much yesterday. especially after school. damn. ate at LJ's with Jirah and Nad(afrika) heheh. haiz. crazy bunch of people. Nad was so deaf and Jirah took advantage of that and memper-loyar buruk-kan Nad.. and me.. i became the one who laugh at them.. see i'm not the crazy one, they are!! i just laugh at them!! i'm innocent!

haiz. today was.. ok? yeah. MrsKoh is nice these few days. she never questioned me and Dira when we came 15min late for class. =P. ate at LJ's again.

i still havent remember which salt's soluble and which aren't. and it's making my head throb every Chem lesson. i'm a little lost in Phy too. just havent fully understood the whole concept yet. die.. better buck up. Emaths and Amaths are okay. YAY!

haiz... i often get butterflies.. like, we're in sec3 now.. like, wow.. that is so darn fast. and it's like, July okay. next year, we'll be taking O Levels. haiz. and i cant stop thinking bout you.. and i dunno what i'm to do..

sai